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I JUST told another one of my best guy friends. I wasn't sure how he'd be, but he was fine with it. AND, I just switched my "Interested in" on facebook to men! It's official, who knows what's gonna happen...

I'm seriously considering writing a book all about gay. I've been thinking about it for months now, and I'm going to start writing down ideas for what I think needs to be discussed. I don't want people to only be accepting of gays, I want them to understand it. EDIT: Oh yeah, I have two very wise, understanding, and trustworthy teachers, one an english teacher, and the other a history teacher. I'm going to talk to them about my book idea.

^It's surprising really how when you tell someone they're like dude that's fine be proud of who you are. And yeah, I feel like I have so many more friends too. I'm so much more outgoing towards people and it's nice just to have fun and not care if people think badly of you. I think we've taken over this thread.lol. -Nick

^Sk8er Boi V Can't wait for Saw 4.

I don't think society is getting worse about putting people down. I mean, in some ways. I really think racism is picking back up again. In a perfect world differences wouldn't matter, but I think so many people just can't handle it. I think, however, that being gay is getting less and less of a big deal. People will start realizing it's not cool to make fun of gay people.

After school tomorrow me and some of my friends are walking to the Downtown Deli for something good to eat.

Happy Now?- No Doubt

^Because twenty years ago people were to afraid to say anything about it? I wonder if there's something with today's society that causes people to be gay, or if there's the same amount of gay people now as there always has been. If there is a cause, it happens when your young because I can think back on things I've done when I was little that really lean towards being gay. People just used to be hung and stuff for it. More gays or not, people need to understand that there are no choices in sexual orientation. -Nick

^Having people just pop in to say GAY! or STRAIGHT! would be kind of plain. It's a good thread to talk about the subject.

I just got back from eating chinese food with my friend and her parents. Before that me and her walked to the store and got smoothies and then went to her friends apartment. It's really cold out. Waitin' for that TPR zip up!

Coming out to everyone has been on my mind for a while. I've had so much fun and everything has been so much more relaxed with the four friends that know I'm gay. I can have fun and not have to worry about slipping. It's been half a year since I first came out, and I'm so much more comfortable with myself, and so much less caring of what others might have to say about me. And I've been thinking how bad I want a boyfriend. SO, I figure, I'm not fat, but could stand to lose 15 pounds. I'll do that, wait until I'm feelin' all good about myself, and from then on I'm going to live with nothing to hide. If someone asks "Are you gay?" I'll say, "Yup". I'm getting excited. -Nick

Brokeback Mountain: 9/10 I've always wanted to see this movie but never really had the chance, but today since I'm staying at my uncle's by myself for a few days, and he has a cable box, I noticed it was on and was finally able to watch it! It was SO sad at the end. I just really loved the movie. It was just so good and sad at the same time. It's like I don't know if I want to watch it again or have never seen it, it's just given me this kind of annoying feeling, like it was so good but sad and dramatic at the same time.

I came out to another friend! I didn't want to waste the day, so I told a guy that I've been good friends with, and he was cool with it, and we talked for a long time about it. That's four people that know now (besides people on here). So yeah that was kind of fun.

What kind of group was this? Looks like you had a good time! Loved the Bohemian Rhapsody singing BTW. -Nick

I'm at my uncle's house. I have to take care of his dogs while he's gone until sunday, so I'm pretty much just going to be here by myself for four days. His house is way out at the edge of the city, and it's really nice. He also bought me a bunch of food and will be paying me a lot. Kind of fun. But still kind of lonely and creepy (I swear this house is haunted(I just turn on some loud music and ignore the creepy noises)).

Tragic Kingdom- No Doubt

Happy Coming Out Day everybody!

LOL this is awesome Barry! I put on Sk8er Boi to try and follow the beat, but I kept getting confused. I would totally sing this but there's no "record your own song" place near me. -Nick

No (my mom does) Do you like the smell of crayons?

Happy Now?- No Doubt

Magnum, followed by Viper at Darien Lake.

^It was just stuck on the lift, like where they normally get released.

Tragic Kingdom- No Doubt

This is what happens when you work at a Holloween store. Some pictures of me and my cousin Lindsey. 12.bmp 11.bmp 10.bmp She looks like a creepy man. 9.bmp Grrrrrr 8.bmp Teeth rotting paint is fun. 6.bmp 5.bmp 3.bmp 2.bmp 4.bmp 1.bmp

The Kingdom- 7/10 Pretty good I guess, it was just kind of confusing. Some good action and explosions and stuff like that.