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I've been a way for too long. I am so glad I found this. It's fiendishly awesome! Can't wait for the ride itself!

Don't know if there was a specific place to place it, but when I did a search nothing came up. So I decided that I want to share some of my poetry with all of you at TPR. Not fantastic, but it's work that I have done that I actually kind of like. Forever and Ever A promise kept, One wonderful lie. His beautiful smile That catches your eye. He's gorgeous and strong So you feel safe. He holds you, you think In a Lover's embrace. He kicks you and beats you Until you have bled. "Oh, how I love you," That's what he said... He choked you and raped you. Until he thought you were dead. Then whispered sweet nothings, As your heart filled with dread. Like a wilted flower At the end of spring. He took great pleasure Hearing your screams. "Forever and Ever, Until death do us part." That's what you were thinking, When he ripped you apart. [/b] Sheep Once, you had voice You stood on your own two feet. now, you've made a choice, Just like all the other sheep. Were a solid figure, All that's left- A shell. And even though I snicker, I wonder how you fell. Those creatures of deceit. Believing all their lies. That will be your defeat. Even if you try. Once, I thought I knew you, I've must have been asleep. 'Cause now I realize, You are just a sheep. Emo Lust Dyed your hair, Now it's black. Oh, those cloths Make you "fab." And those jeans, Fit so tight. Your lovely nails, The shade of night. Claim your life Is so unfair, As we mock you With out stares. Singing songs Of love and desire, Singing songs of Love and desire. Screaming how Your heat's on fire. So you say You know of pain. Silly little boy, You're really lame. Still, You're hot, this is true. God, You make me so confused!

Age: 25 Middle Name: Mark Pet Peeve: Closed Minded People Color of your bathroom: Off WHite Best Movie of ALL time: Whatever Happened To Baby Jane Best Song of ALL time: Hotel California Best TV Shows: Ghost Hunters, Family Guy Favorite Band/Artist: It's a tie between Darvoset and Malice Mizer Favorite Ride at Disney Parks: Space Mountain Yummiest Ice Cream: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be: Klaha Morning Person or Night Person: Night Pets: Nope Favorite Color: Purple Where you would go for fun (not an amusement park): Movies, Dinner, Concerts Coke or Pepsi: Coke Opinion about Peanut Butter and Jelly: Oh yeah. You know what time it is? Best Vacation Spot: The Coast Of Northern California Cook or Go Out: Love to cook. Beach, Desert, or Mountains: Mountains or Beach

This is my pup Coco. My room mate rescued her when she was real small and name her after a dancing Robot from Space Channel 5 LOL. Coco likes horror movies as much as I do

Patiently waiting for my download to finish so I can see this. I can't wait. I'm sure it is fantastic........ (20 Mins Later) ........OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know if it were real I probably would have shit my pants! It look so intense! Bravo! Cirque reminded me of so crazy splattergore flick. While tower seems more elegant and eerie. Both are great, and I doubt I could pick a favorite. Again, I commend you on a job well done!

Oh I agree that some people don't understand that at all. It's kind of hard because you never really know exactly how a parent or relative or anyone for that matter, would react when you come out to them. I mean we can pretty get it right in our assumptions, but sometimes they may surprise us. I doubt it in my case, but maybe I'll be in for a surprise.

I have to agree with haiderodes on this one. There are exceptions to unconditional love. I'm out to everyone but my family, and every time I feel it's time to tell them I back off. My father is extremely religious and sees homosexuality as immoral and what not. When I do come out to him I wouldn't be surprised if he stopped talking to me(most of my family for that matter). I do think this is the year I will tell him though. Also, like some others that said, I encourage people to wait to come out to their parents until they have that security in their life ie: their own place, job, and what not. Good luck to all those who do decide to come out early, and my hopes that your experiences come out better than you think they will. ~Gabriel~

John Carpenter's Halloween Theme(But only because I am too lazy to shut off the DVD player)

LOL Four Dvd's for the price of two! Black Xmas, Dead Silence, The Omen, and The Descent for $27.00. What can I say? I'm a simple person.

Very nice TR man! I get to relive my NorCal trip (I was up there for my birthday). Some of my friends and I hit the Boardwalk and SFDK on the 27th and 28th of August. I have to agree with you on the Boardwalk, its just awesome! Giant Dipper has by far exceeded my expectations. SFDK was a nice surprise for us and Roar! is pretty kick ass as well. Glad your buddies got the V2.1 credit. I didn't when I went, but all the more reason to go back.

Roar! at Six Flags Discovery Kingdom. Liked it a lot, but I wasn't really feeling the trains.

Yay! Someone else who liked Psyclone besides me(well at least liked before the Northridge Quake)!!! I rode it for the first time in 93 and I thought the first drop was killer. I did like it more than Colossus as well. I still like the ride after the quake but for nostalgia reasons(it was my first wooden coaster).

Margaret Cho: Enough said. Sarah Silverman: I think she is adorably crude. Pablo Francisco: Hilarious, I was going to see him in Ontario but couldn't make it If I ever get to met all three I could die happy!

Dude Derek! After seeing Cirque Phantasmagori a while back; I'm all excited about this new project. It looks awesome! Keep up to good work! I'll shall wait patiently for this one.

Dude, seriously your stories are awesome. Can't wait for this one in September! There is one black and white picture towards the end of the video that reminded me of "Carnival of Souls," rather eerie. Great stuff!

I changed mine. Here it is. But can someone tell me how the change the task bar color? I've tried and I can't do it. Mana, past meets present

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. It's hard to deal with these situations. My condolences.

I just got off work and got to be back in less than 5 hours! I wonder how I am going to make myself stay up the whole time.

Very long time ago, I think when I was 12. When was the last time you rode a ride the totally amazed you?

Strawberry Gashes by Jack Off Jill

Almost everything synth based, any music with classical overtones. To make it easier some of the artists I like are (in no particular order).... Zeromancer Siouxsie and the Banshees Aqua (heh I can like crap sometimes) The Birthday Massacre Darvoset Malice Mizer Lamb of God VnV Nation Tears For Fears The Human League Sarah Brightman Orgy (Except PSP that wasn't a great album IMO) etc etc etc

The music I like the most are the theme songs for Halloween and Phantasm. Halloween's theme is slightly tense and Phantasm's theme song is just eerie.

That Paris Hilton song that came out a while back. Made my ears bleed.

Hmm, the best concert I have ever been to had to be the Orgy show at the House of Blues in Anaheim. Not for the band for say, but because it was one of the few times, where all my friends had our last grouping before going down our different paths. It was an awesome night! Not a worry in the world for those three hours, and what made the night even better is that we ended up liking the first opening band more than Orgy the headliners that night. I'll never forget that night, it meant a lot to me.

Here's a few of me. Only the last pic is recent though. Playing Dead Last year our House Trip to SFMM. Took this one for my best friend before heading out to a concert My buddies dubbed this my "Spooly Tree" new Log Jammer at SFMM gawd i hate the desert heat!