Christian, Gods #1 in my life.
I am one of those out casts to the church seeing as I'm gay too. My partener is a christian too.
We read the bible and have devotions together every day. However, as far as going to church, we,ve both learned not to go to one too long, once they find out that we are together....... well lets just say its not nice. We dont blame that on God its just the way people are.
Once you become a christian, You really feel it in your heart. And its been 18 yrs. and I'm sorry, gay and christain having faith and still beleiving, loving God ! No one can break God and I up.
Just wish we'd quit getting pushed out of churchs !