Thank you. What worries me is some of the things that I have said about God in the past may be unforgivable. Months back, I got angry easily and started saying terrible things to God and I feel awful about that. I worry that I won't be forgiven for that. But what upsets me the most, is the thought that my dad could be suffering for all eternity. There's no way he'll ever believe in God, so I don't think there's any way out of it for him. I konw that there's nothing I can do to make them believe and I'm spending most of my life worrying about them.