The thought of not going on this trip only angers me greatly and causes undue stress on my marriage. So I have to conciously block it out as well as have a lot of angry sex to make up for it. However, the thought of going on the next one gives me a raging boner, which in turn leads to more angry sex because of not going on the last one. And I am alright with sex. Angry or not.
But to get back on topic, I think about Scandi a lot. Which eventually takes me back to sex. It's a vicious cycle. Which always leads to sex.