^^ Yeah, umm hi, you can still be gay and not be a slut, and you can still be gay and be a Christian, it's not at all an oxymoron: it's your personal lifestyle choices that you make. I am gay, but I can assure that I'll be going to heaven long before most straight people out there; I live a moral life, I am a virgin, and these are the choices I have made for myself. Eventually, yes, I plan on finding "the one" and getting married to Mr. Right, and having a monogamous relationship. I'm not attacking you, because everyone is free to make their own choices, it's just really sad that you felt ashamed of yourself so much you felt the need to try and change you are from the very core. I hope you are truly happy in your new chosen lifestyle, and not just putting on a mask to convince your family or yourself that you're something you might not be. Just know that there are other choices; you don't have to force a sexual orientation readjustment on yourself to stop having sex with men. As long as you are being BRUTALLY honest with yourself; because many wars have been fought, many people murdered, millions of people repressed and unfairly treated, and now, in this new trend you've participated in, many gay men have lived a miserable life lying to themselves and spending their days in sham marriages from incomplete "transformations", and all this in the wonderful name of "God's good will". Trust me, I've gone through the same tough trials, and I realized that I didn't have to sellf my beliefs short in order to live a fulfilling gay life; it is the everyday choices you make that matter. So, if you're truly "healed", good for you. I just know for me, that I would much rather put a bullet through my head than lie about my very existence on a daily basis to everyone around me, and to myself. The End.